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INVITATION: UTM Healthy Eating Drive

Hi everybody,

We (our UTM FPPSM Marketing student) will be having a Healthy Eating Drive throughout faculties in UTM started from this coming 1st Oct till 9th Oct 2007.

Time: 1-1.30pm

UTM Healthy Eating Drive will be on from this coming 1st Oct till 9th Oct 2007 throughout all faculties in UTM.

Time: 1-1.30pm

1st oct    fppsm D06-BK8
              fka M46-247

3rd oct    fke P05-304
              fkm bk tutorial 1

4th oct    fksg C06-K2
              fab B05-DKA

8th oct    fp C13-113
               fs C17-105

9th oct     fsksm BK1

Bring your friends to join us!!! See ya =)

Nice day!

Best regards,
Caroline

mixed feeling

will be going back kl for training tomorrow night. hmm .. just back here for few days, the time spent with family not enough at all .. wuwuwu T_T

going back kl --> mixed feeling ~ dont know how to say le??! actually if got choice, not feel like going .. if no industrial training --> the best!

been spending a lot all this while, headache with my own financial broke out [though lotsa friends own me the money, but they just .. .. haiz! luckily i still got bunch of friends that really help me a lot --> thanks] feel very sorry to my parents, i dont like asking money from them .. this time till my bro paying for some of my expenses, my younger bro some more. UTM HEP ah, still need to wait for how long????!! Grr .. xing ma de .. inefficient working ..

this short break here .. realising lotsa things happened .. mostly sad stuffs .. haiz .. preety worry with people around me, especially my family .. hope everything will be ok soon. [uncle, aunty, cousin-bro & sis, get well soon =) ]

life .. what is life all about? nowadays people why all become like that? really dont like lo! how and what can we do? commitment?? --> all bullshits! selfishness --> the right choice??!! blur***

Pray to God that i can have more time with my family .. my parents, grandparents, brothers, .. .. really short of time to be around with them =[

im here again after N months =.+

im back again after N months .. hmm .. seem like preety long i didnt drop by here du .. [for update: i have 2 more semesters left .. wakaka +.=]

cut my hair short dy! i love my new hairstyle. my mom didnt know yet .. hmm ..  going back soon. scared she will "screwing" me ... [i think maybe wont lo cause i looked cutier dy kakaka --> beh pai seh]

am having final exam, 3 more papers left ... no mood to study now leh .. wasting few hours watching series liao .. no medicine to cure liao [zhutou, you thought you the only one wont change ma, me too leh .. xi kiao liao la]

will be doing my intern this coming sem break .. 10 weeks time .. kl, im back [kl is suckx, sorry ...] this might be the last time staying and working there du .. will be "migrating" to xxxx ... havent confirm la. hope so lo .. must spend my 10 weeks time full till the bottom ..

will be working at maxis under broadband team .. is a great platform for me to learn a lot of new stuffs .. am waiting for the challenges in front .. *stress stress* too .. [jiayou jiayou la, caroline, sure can!] *fighing*

O.o L'OrealBrandstorm 2007 coming to the end du .. 3rd of may will be the final presentation .. all the best ya ---> "OnTheGo" hmm .. thanks ya friends for the supports before .. my group manage to go till top 14 in national round [14/100] not bad la! cheering for my another two team mates --> shaobing & PeiChing .. [all the best for the final and enjoy ya intern] hoho .. say till here .. very kek hei la .. the claim from hep for n months dy still havent done!! what a non-proactive + not efficient working??!! damn! my money stucked there.

very very very broke now liao .. my money been stolen again .. so "sui" .. qi cham + jia lat + siii liao so my bank acc left RM0.30 ony .. not bad la still got my ticket back till ht .. kakaka .. if receieving msg from mobiK with cutee typing style .. that's me!!! [haha .. san san said eh la] cause my credit expired jo, no money to reload liao .. see --> im so broke so cham so jialat .. [HEP, when re you going to pay me back my money la .. end of sem liao leh]

haha .. bullshittinnngg a lot a lot here leh .. kaka .. O.o to all my friends, im fine and enjoying my life here. nothing happen to me! hehe .. [cut hair means sat luen .. but not for me la .. im in love .. haha .. papa mama bros eh love la .. wakaka]

chao~

to be continued ... [need to quick quick go do laundry liao if not rain is coming .. no clothes to wear liao --> poor ma, bo lui beh .. kakaka]

haiz ~ sien nia lo ~

haiz ~ few more days left, then wanna go back liao .. haiz ~ feeling very down when think of this. down not because i miss home or what just simply i dont like there. haiz ~ 3 more semesters to go then i can leave liao .. but then still have to suffer at there 3 more sem kuk lo. haiz haiz haiz ~ i really dont like there la .. 3 sem past liao i still keep on complaining i dont like there. uni life is suckx .. childish .. didnt learn much .. cant get the knowledge i want .. feel like just a waste of time for me ..

but then is a fact .. malaysia is like that .. result result result .. how good if im not malaysian .. or maybe our education style is not like that .. then i will be more happier .. i love to learn but then not this way .. haiz haiz haiz ~ die liao la .. still have to suffer for 3 more sem .. how????

isk ~ my holiday is going to end very soooon .. wuwuwu ~

isk ~ 5 days left then i have to go back liao .. 23rd night .. wuwuwu ~ dont want! dont want!

23rd going sg 1st then after christmas then only go back utm .. was thinking to ponteng class .. till 2nd january then ni back .. go malacca, PD, kl and genting highland gai gai 1st .. still in holiday mood ma ..

been spending my whole sem break at home nia, didnt go any where .. cause hot weather out there and im very lazy .. so canceled all my vacation plans .. didnt go back kl too [lazy] .. bangkok [suddenly get sick] .. pg [lazy and when i wanna go > sick .. isk] so stay at home playing computer games, watching series, kacauing .. baking .. cooking ..

so fast o .. xi lai eh life pass so fast. aduhai ~

few days before very down but im ok liao!! hehe, fast leh!! thankx o all my friends that support me all the way when im down. although you all said didnt do much, but is okie that you all spend your time to hear me gam gam cham cham .. haha .. that s me .. only me myself can help ..

over is over .. beh syiok ehh feeling sure got, but i know time is the most useful medicine .. kaka ..

hoii, zhutou bong [dont know will you see this] thanks for chatting with me the whole night, although i didnt tell you im having some problems. very happy lo we still can chat like these .. haha =) stay cool ~ really miss you ......... r spiky hair o!! wakaka ..

revenge? i think is not the way to solve it la .. take time la ..

few days left then 2006 is going to be ended liao lo .. so fast .. 3 more sem left then can leave utm liao .. any new plan for 2007?? sure got la .. hehe .. pray hard that all my dreams can come true!!

to all girls and guys out there >> happy merry xmas and happy new year!!!

chao ~

Im fine here.

hehe .. im fine here la .. is true!! if not can go and ask san san and lee chen la ..

kinda "busy" with final exam lately .. kaka .. actually i got a lot of new series so was busy finishing them .. haha .. as usual, i didnt study much for my tests but then is can la for me .. [[Thanks God for giving me super fast eh study speed!!]]] as usual, i sleep a lot a lot here .. haha .. still remember after my continuous 3 days tests [is horrible cause i need to finish my series and prepare for tests so m so so tired lo]] i slept for bout 24 hours, woke up next afternoon 3/4pm jo .. hehe ..

i still got 1 more paper to go > consumer behaviour, yea always skip the class so .. as usual wont study much too .. kaka .. sorry, is my style and i use to dy. today mkis ok la [mkis lecture teached for 1 sem jo everybody still very blur with "what s this all about?", we just know what s primary data, secondary data, database, datawarehouse, data mining, mkis model, e-commerce, the short form lo like EC B2B C2B B2C G2B DSS MSS OLAP OOMSMB .. keke .. ] still can answer the question cause im good in bla bla bla ma .. wakakaka .. but i think i did it well lo .. haha .. cause i link the concept with my dream ma so .. can write it well lo .. but then seem like im handling a marketing proposal only, hopefully nobody going to steal my ideas cause it is my copyright .. kaka ..

ermm .. today upsr result released lo .. my brother got 5 as only, bit disappointed lo .. cause was expecting 6 as from him, mama too a bit disappointed but then shouldnt give him too much of pressure .. haha .. i think he should appreciate it dy cause he s exactly like me .. not study much .. wakaka .. you qi jie bi you qi di ma de .. you qi fu bi you qi zi .. so my dad always fight with me and another two brothers for ps computer games .. anything that s related with games .. hehe .. then my mama will start scolding there liao and we all will said why mama so gam gam cham cham geh .. haha .. have you ever see a dad ask you to sleep earlier but then he played till 4am, see you beside trying to make you away from your seat to get the computer??? ahaha .. that s my dad .. hehe ..

im going back this 20th i think .. hehe .. miss my family a lot a lot .. my papa .. my mama .. bros .. gong gong and popo .. uncles and aunties .. and cousins .. hehe .. can go back kacau my gong gong while he s having meal liao .. haha .. and my popo too .. hehe .. going to do a lot this sem break .. go gai gai la .. langkawi+pg+ipoh+sg[shopping!!yea!!] .. bake cake la .. cooking la .. go back for my dance classes la .. a lot a lot .. sure including sleep eat watch series [adui no more stock liao! woei lun! where s my smallville and supernatural???!!!!]

hehe .. seem like i write a lot here .. just want you all dont worry bout me la .. thanks for the message testi email .. love you all so much ..

the most important thing is my final s going to be done!!!! yahoo!!! can go neway liao .. gai gai liao .. do whatever i love liao ..

*muarkk*

take care ya all my friends!!! drink more 100+ [oh ya, change it to aqua, not that much carbonated gas]]]

How?

Is very very surprise to know that .. erm .. ~* speechless*~ i dont know what to do .. why all these things keep happening to me again and again .. suckx!

i dont know how to face you .. you just give me the fact that all guys are the same .. i wouldnt ask anything bout it from you .. i have no right to know bout it too ..

maybe is time to put a stop here .. everything is finished .. is the end!

I understand that kind of feeling dy ..

jy, im so sorry .. i dont mean to hurt you .. i just know that kind of feeling of hurt today when tell you that truth .. but is the fact that you and me cant change it forever and ever .. when you love one .. you sure will care bout it .. thanks for everything that you gave me .. it s sweet .. maybe is good to keep it like now ..

today im there again .. but this time is different .. cause you re no longer there waiting for me and kept mumbling at me :" why sleep so late yesterday night .. i have been here waiting for you for bout an hour dy .. i dont mind waiting for you but can you please sleep earlier .. your body need rest .. " hehe .. then i will keep saying sorry there .. teh you .. hehe .. bit not used to when coming back here again .. things still the same but people + feeling are all different dy ..

anyway thanks for everything and all the best for your future understanding ..

Making Choice ..

Is it i really need to make a decision between 2? Is really hard for me .. or i choose to give up all better .. im really really scared of making a wrong choice ..

This situation just happened to me bout 5 months before .. and i made a wrong decision ..

Im very very busy yet so tired here .. so can stop giving me this kind of stupid problems? I really dont have time for it .. somemore is not the right time for me .. is my own problem .. im not yet ready ..

Though im very busy anyway im enjoying my life .. so .. i might choose keep it .. can i?

struggling here .. grrr ..

Raining T . T . T . T

Im stucked in the rain now at cict .. this morning woke up so early attending hub etnik's class [normally not what i will do somemore yesterday was rushing for the finance asg till very very late].. who know too "much" of people are coming so KELAS DIBATALKAN but start from next week onward got to do the presentation. walao eh our lecture so good temper lo .. 72 people per class but less than 30 are coming she still didnt get mad .. yeng!!

Very busy o all this while .. and this coming few days too .. [very sorry to those i didnt replying your msg ..] thinking to go back and have a sleep so that tonight can study for tomorrow imc test  who know im stucked here .. very cham o .. i have no time to study!! today got class from 8am till 7pm later still got church activities [my dear churchmates, im thinking to quit for the beauty pagent dy .. im scared i cant make it .. make-up artist .. clothes bla bla bla] going to get crazy dy .. me gastric for bout 1 week dy .. gastric gastric gastric ..

Get shocked yesterday when know some news regarding someone from a friend .. feeling like being cheated .. nevermindla .. whateverla .. i just feel very disappointed with .. just telling me the truth ma .. doing all these for what?!!! making me cant sleep for whole night ..

huhu .. feeling better now lo .. no matter what s going .. life still need to be continue .. and i know i can make it!! ALL THE TIMES .. hehe .. chao~

come and join us at rumah alumni this friday night for the mid-autumn festival .. and this saturday for the pesta tanglung too la .. [go play tanglung together ya .. *burning tanglung* ba .. kakaka]